CaysterTails

what good is being negative going to do anyway... so if you read my last journal, I am in a group home. Everyone else here is kind of my age, except for staff anyway. If you have any questions about group homes, just ask me because god I never even know what one was until I was put in one, but now it's like my life. I have one person im kind of friends with, she was kind of scary at first, but once I got to know her shes actually kind of cool I guess The adults are nice, I have my own room. Literally the first day I got there though two girls like broke out into a fight and that was really intense yeah some of them are really messed up,

I don't know if this is going to be a vent or something else but it doesn't really matter, this is the first time i've had internet in a while so I guess im just talking. Lately I have had a lot going on in my life, I feel weird saying this when its been a secret for so long but its about time I actually made journals that were about something that had to do with me. But a LOT has happened while I have been gone. I was in a rough situation with my 'family', the relationship was actual violent to a point where one night I was so scared that I hid in my closet. So if I have seemed like a jerk, or weird, and hard to understand it's because

please I have nothing to do but wait right now and im really scared I need something to do give me something to draw anything